I can't remember how---[He was gonna say How Yeul died, but stopped himself. Lightning didn't need to hear it. Instead he seemed almost sullen. ]

Uh...[Abruptly stopping was kind of awkward. He'll admit that much. Noel tried to smooth it over with another line of thought. ] Whenever I try to reach for certain memories, they aren't there. It might be some sort of paradox inside of my head. [Then he rolled hands in circular motions. His hands could do some explaining too.]